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I did the protocol for NRA for a few nights I think 3 and didn't get much success and I always had to go back to Vajrayogini
to help, for helping me, to help me to calm down and have peace of mind again.
And then it's the same thing for tonight, I also did the NRA protocol and not much success.
And I, in the end, I just trusted to Vajrayogini, I surrendered to her and let her take over and I prayed to her,
as my Yidam and Guru, to let me have a lucid dream or an out of body experience.
And then lying on my right, I just let it happen, let it guide me and then really it happened.
I felt the phase state and early morning phase and felt myself being lifted up and up into the sky, backwards and upwards to the sky.
I can feel the whoosh of the wind blowing as I'm lifted up into the sky, back and back and back, up and up and up.
And there were clouds all around me, I was in the sky now and it was slowly rotating and I could hear the background whooshing sound,
like the wind blowing and there were some other sounds as well.
And then I could not feel my palms very clearly, could not feel my hands very clearly.
And I prayed to Vajradhara, wanted to do sadhanas, and also to the Gurus and the Yidam deities and the protectors and the Buddhas.
And I asked the blessing from them to bless me for the sake of all sentient beings.
Bless me with the ability to do lucid dreams and out of body experience.
And then there was a loud clapping, everybody was clapping very loudly, like it was successful.
And I also managed to clap my hands this time.
And then after that, I think there was a background music, oldies music: Battle Hymn of the Republic.
And then I descended to the ground and entered my bedroom.
I was now lying on my bed on my right.
And I managed to rub my hands and clap my hands and feel them and also touch my face as I was coming down from the sky.
And I rotated to my right in bed and rubbed the mattress on my right and also rubbed the right-hand side of the bed frame
so that I could touch my feet on the ground on the floor of my bedroom.
And I managed to roll over and touch my both feet on the floor of the wooden floor of the bedroom.
I then stood up and walked and I went down to the floor of the bedroom,
used my hand and touched and rubbed the floor as well.
And then I peered at my hands on my right hand and as the skin color appeared and the light appeared,
the whole room also manifested in color and light.
And now I could see beyond my hands my bedroom. I have finished my sadhana goal for this dream and now it is playtime.
And then I walked towards the window and touched everything on my right, the cupboard and other objects as well.
And when I reached the window, I could see through the glass.
It was daylight outside.
There was a building in front as well - a tall building.
I touched the glass window.
I held the handle of the window and pushed it open.
And I put my hands on the window sill left and right, and wanted to climb out.
And at that point, the dream faded.
I could still feel some vibration in my right hand and tried to re-enter.
And then the dream faded.
The Vajrayogini Technique is - I imagine myself as Vajrayogini
and let her take care of all my cravings and stress and tightness and discomfort.
And it helped I could feel the peace.
And also whenever a new form of stress appeared, I would say her name Vajrayogini
and that will remove or dissipate the stressful energy or the stressful feeling or stressful thought.
And then I let go and trust, trust in her, surrender to Vajrayogini.
And it worked.
I also did chant her mantra. The triple Om mantra seven times.
I put complete faith and trust in my Yidam and Guru Vajrayogini
and also visualize her as often as I can whenever I need help and also ask her to help me.
And she granted and blessed me with a very vivid and powerful OBE.
After while recording this, I also dedicate merits, dedication of merits.
After entrusting to Vajrayogini, there were occasions when I also saw images in my mind.
Like the hypnagogic movements, like objects moving and so on.
And it was like moving to the left and moving.
I just allow it to be, don't try to control, let go of all control and wanting to control.
I think indirectly the NRA protocol still helps the part where you did the protocol A,
set the intention and to keep still every awakening and remember the dreams.
And I'm not sure about protocol C, whether it really help or not,
but every time I do the protocol C, I had to always revert to Vajrayogini
to get back the sense of peace and calm again.
New Vajrayogini Protocol:
1. Set intention to have lucid dream and OBE and remember dreams and action goals.
2. At every awakening, to keep very still and recall the dream, and try exit technique (i.e. finger-hand-test and roll-out-of-bed).
3. Imagine self as vajrayogini and surrender to her with trust. Don't try to do anything.
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