558-Balcony of condo

 

8:58 am

I have been practicing savoring the moment.

And then I was having light dreams. And I dreamt that there was a boy, one of my young sons. He was looking at the floor very closely, like as though he was doing peering. And he was in a room.

And then I realized that peering is a technique. And then I became lucid. And I was, like, half awake, half asleep. And I felt the early morning phase state.

And I tried to induce the out-of-body experience. So I felt my—imagined my palms, my fingers rubbing—and I felt them. And I again managed to feel my palms rubbing as well. And I savored the moment as well.

And then that one thing led to another. And I was rubbing the mattress of my bed, slowly taking my time, savoring the moment, and then standing up in my bedroom of N-Park.

I then touched the curtain on my left and walked all the way to my bedroom door while savoring the moment. And then, touching the left wall, then touching the table on the right, touching the door of my bathroom and looking at it, touching my bedroom door and looking at it, feeling the solidity.

I held the door handle of my bedroom door, opened the door, and walked out into the living room. I looked at my palms, peering, trying to get the light color to come in.

Then I turned left and walked towards the balcony. I pulled open the curtains, and light came into the hall side. And I could see clearly my balcony railing, which is quite high up. And beyond, there were the mountains.

It was a clear morning, blue skies, so beautiful, very bright and clear. And I could see houses below.

And then I turned to touch my balcony sliding door. And as I touched it, I could feel it clearly and hear myself talking: “It’s so real.”

And then I looked on the floor, and I looked at every object. I stood there, still for that moment, and talked to myself. And it’s like, “I’m really here.”

And I was like that for a while. And eventually, the dream faded.

557-LD: Fly above road junction

 

7:16 am

I have been practising joy on demand.

I was flying high above the road below, towards the junction of Sunny Point, and I could see the grass below. I then knew that I was lucid. I was having a lucid dream.

I then flew down and landed on the grass, and I could hear the sound of the grass and feel it on the soles of my feet as I walked.

As I walked on the grass like this, I saw that on the right there was a house. So I touched the wall of the house with my right hand, and I walked along it.

I wanted to go to the junction of the traffic lights, but the house extended itself. But I knew that it was fine because, in dreams, things always change whenever you look at them.

I walked like this for a while, and then I came across a group of ladies in USM. I interacted with one of them, and then the dream faded.

556-OB: Bedroom ceiling

 

6:45 am

I felt the early morning phase state, as I couldn’t sleep earlier.

Then I attempted to rub my fingers and managed to do it. I also rubbed my palms together and allowed myself to float towards the ceiling.

I imagined myself touching the ceiling. After a while, I actually felt the ceiling, really as though I were floating near the ceiling of my bedroom. I could also clearly see the rough texture of the ceiling.

With my left hand, I touched the curtain on the left and felt it clearly. I then began to drift slowly downwards, with both my palms touching objects on the wall.

As I floated down towards the ground, the dream faded.

I then wanted to record this, so I reached out for my Sony recorder and turned on the switch, but I didn’t hear anything. I wanted to test whether it was on, so I pulled down my sleeping mask and saw that there was no light on the recorder.

I wondered why and tried to turn it on again, but there was still no light. Then I saw my wife in bed, with her laptop beside her, and spoke to her.

Then I woke up for real.

It seems that it was a false awakening.

555-OB: Gurney Drive pavement

 

8:00 am

I felt the early morning phase state, and then managed to rub my fingers, rub my palms together, and then rub my forearms and face. I then rubbed the mattress and used my mind to stand on the floor of my bedroom. I managed to do it.

I then rubbed the curtain and window on the left, and made my way all the way to the bedroom door. I opened the bedroom door and looked into my living room. I walked out, and then everything was white. I could not see my living room.

I then transported myself by imagining that I was in Gurney Drive during the earlier days, many years ago. I was walking along the pavement. I used my fingers to rub the road, the pavement, and also the retaining wall on the left. After a while, the dream faded.

554-OB: Fly above sea

 

8:01 am

I took magnesium and vitamin B6 before bedtime. I felt the early-morning phase state and managed to rub my fingers together, rub my hands together, and rub my face. I then patiently let it develop further.

I rubbed the mattress on the bed I was sitting on and then stood up on the floor of my bedroom. I saw the early-morning sun and flew out through my window into the air.

It was as though I had been pulled out and about. I spoke aloud twice: “It is so real—like I am really here.”

I just let go and flew along. I flew through the sky and then over the grass, reaching down to touch it. The sun was round and near the horizon, above the sea. I flew from the land out towards the sea, descended closer to the surface, and skimmed over it.

I then flew to an island that looked like a large metallic container, and I touched its surface. I touched an object on top—it was rusted. Everything felt so real, as though I were actually there.

I explored the inside of the container, touching and playing with the objects on the ground. There was a long piece of white metal, which I pulled out.

It was a very long trip. I interacted with the things around me for quite a while, exploring the inside of the container and touching everything there.

As I continued walking around, the dream faded.

553-OB: Bedroom door

 

6:39 am

Lying on my left, I was in a sleepy, hazy state of mind, and I started to rub my fingers together.

I was able to rub, and I bring my palms together slowly, and managed to rub both palms.

And then I swung my feet over the bed and stood on the floor of my bedroom.

With my left hand, I touched the curtain of my bedroom window.

And then with my right hand, I touched the surface of the mattress, and I walked towards the door of my bedroom.

And as I reached the door of the bedroom, on the right, I saw the door of my bathroom, which is white.

And the door of my bedroom is also white.

I then grabbed the knob of the door and turned it, and then I pulled it open.

And then I looked into my living room hall and walked into it.

There were many chairs, brown-coloured chairs in the living room hall.

I tried to move one of them, and then the dream faded.

552-LD:Old android phone

 

9:19 am

I took Sleephoria before bedtime, and it was already morning.

I did dream yoga, focusing on the throat to fall asleep more easily: consciousness descending into dream.

I dreamt that a school friend, Tan Moo Piao, was doing some kind of camping at the beach. He fetched me, Kumaresen, and another school friend using his flying machine, which he had built himself, and dropped us back from Pantai Bersih to the Raja Uda house.

After his machine took off, I told him that I had left my handphone at the beach.

“If I had known that you were going to take us back from the beach to our Raja Uda house, I would have taken my handphone and my bag, which were at the beach.”

Then we landed at the Raja Uda house, but it was not the regular Raja Uda house. I went into his room, and he stood up on a chair and looked at his designs on the wall. He pointed at his projects on the wall. I was interested in the flying machine projects.

Then I went back to bed, and I found myself in bed. I saw my handphone on the table beside the bed, and I picked it up. But it was my old Android handphone, and I realized that this could be a dream. I realized that this was a false awakening.

Then I just lay down in bed, knowing that it was a false awakening, and enjoyed it. I lay there for a while.

Then I woke up.