499-LD: Walking out of Raja Uda house

 

6.13am

I was sleeping in a room of the Raja Uda house, and Mum was also there; she was sleeping too.
I became lucid and rolled out of bed. I touched the floor and the walls and walked all the way to the bedroom door. I opened the door and walked out into the living room.

I was so happy that it was so real.

I then touched the objects in the living room—the walls and other things, the furniture. I was touching everything and going around the room. As I was doing that, I saw light—daylight—streaming into the front part of the living room.

I turned toward it and walked out through the door, touching the objects outside the house.
I was also going from right to left; one by one, I touched everything, and then the dream faded.

498-LD: Missing WP on dark road - flew to daylight at beach

 

5.36 am

I was lying on my right side, and I was dreaming that I was with Wai Peng. I was in a house along Jalan Chain Ferry, and we were attending a three-day medical conference. Suddenly, I wanted to look for Wai Peng, but she was missing. I looked for her everywhere but could not find her, and I regretted that I had missed the second day of the conference—and probably the third day as well. I could have learned a lot.

It was getting dark. I walked out onto the road in front of the house, and the doors suddenly all closed, and the lights went out. It was night, and I felt so regretful and lonely. I missed her, and I wished I could find her. Then I was walking and flying above the road, along the road, when I suddenly realized that this was a dream.

I became lucid. I clapped my hands and rubbed them, and I became so happy.

As I flew forward alone in the dark, touching the things around me, I remember trying to console myself by saying, “Isn’t this enough? The ability to have this lucid dream.” Then I touched my body as well, rubbed my hands on the side of my body, and said, “This is not my real body. This is a dream body.” I was clearly lucid and aware of it.

I continued flying forward in the dark. I grabbed the grass and pulled it. There were trees as well, and as I flew forward, I reached out my hands and pulled on the leaves of the trees. On the left, there were some leaves that felt a bit sharp, but it was okay—they didn’t really hurt my fingers or hands. I continued flying forward. Left and right, I grabbed the trees. Sometimes I would fly lower to the ground and pull at the grass. I did this for a while, wishing that maybe there would be some light—daytime, or something.

Then, on the left-hand side in the distance, I suddenly saw daylight, and there was a beach. I flew nearer toward it, feeling happy. I saw the sea, and then the sand. It was daytime now. I reached out and tried to touch the sand and also some pebbles on the beach. As I flew forward toward the beach, flying along it, the dream faded.

497-OB: Feel core of my being

 

6:30 am 

 Lying on my left, I was expecting to lucid dream, and then in a hazy, sleepy way, I felt a very faint buzz from behind the eyes, a familiar vibration which then came to the forefront. And it spread, and then I immediately knew that I was in the phase state. I then rubbed my hands together, and then rubbed my face, rubbed the upper part of my hands, and then tried to rub the side of the face. I managed to rub the side of the face, and then the dream faded. 

 8:57 am 

Lying on my right, in and out, in and out several times, just focusing on the breathing and feeling the sensation in the core of the being. I finally felt this early morning state, and there was a kind of hazy, easy feeling, and I was able to rub my fingers, although I couldn't rub my hands. And gradually, I could bring my hands together and rub them, and felt the familiar rubbery sensations, and then rub my face, and then also rub the bolster, and wanted to turn, stand up, touch the bed frame on the side, and then stand up. And I felt my body turn, and then the dream faded.

Note:

For both, I had been practising feeling the core of my being in order to fall asleep. It worked.