446-LD: Street table, healing girl

 

6:53am:

Yesterday in the morning during the daytime, I did the Vajrasattva sadhana and then followed

by mandala offering, followed by the four deities practice sadhana.

Before I went to bed, I also did the mandala offering with a mandala mudra to my yidam and guru Vajrayogini at the altar.

And I prayed during that offering, mandala offering, I prayed for blessing to bless all sentient beings

and also to bless me with lucid dreams and OBEs.

Vajrayogini devotion is an important part of the practice devotion and gratitude.

And then at night before sleep, I did the Vajrayogini protocol and went to sleep and

got up two times to pass urine, went back to bed, continued doing the Vajrayogini protocol

and I found myself in a dream.

I was sitting outdoors and it was daytime by the roadside and there was a table in front

of me and on my left was a road, on my right is a row of buildings and left also a row

of buildings and there was a girl and other people outdoors watching me and I was supposed

to eat something at the table and I blinked for a while and the table became invisible

and see-through and my hands were still on the table, I could feel it.

I then realized that it is a dream and became lucid.

I was so happy. After finishing the sadhana or before,

I asked around to see Vajrayogini and she replied, I'm here.

And then I looked to the left and then I can't see her.

I looked at her across the street and the people in the distance.

And then I asked again, where are you?

And then she replied, I'm here.

Then I looked to the right, I also couldn't see her.

I turned around and looked everywhere, but I couldn't see her, even though I could hear her voice.

I then interacted with the people around me and talked and did a lot of things which I

don't remember but I remember that I started with the sadhana, the four deities sadhana

and for each of the deities I prayed for a certain blessing and also to bless all sentient

beings and I also prayed for the ability to help all sentient beings by being able to

do lucid dreams and having out-of-body experiences for the benefit of all sentient beings and

I also floated up into the sky and thought of ways in which I could help sentient beings

while in the out-of-body state or lucid dream state and it was already at night.

I floated up into the night sky, looked down and there were like black clouds everywhere

and then I flew down and landed in a place which is quite dark at night and I peered into my hands

and light came on and I entered into a building, a small house, wooden house.

There was a family there, an old mother and a son and I asked her,

do you have any people in the house which needs healing?

She showed me the room to her daughter who was sick, she was lying down in bed

and I put my left hand and right hand a few inches above her, the left hand was above her forehead,

right hand was above her chest and I did healing, generated healing energy from my hand

which went down to her and I could see whitish, orange, reddish light coming out of my hands

and going down to heal her and I also caused her body to float up above the bed

and she floated and became vertical and then after that came back down on the bed.

After finished the healing, I went to the living room of the house and spoke with the

the boy in the house and I tried to recall the early part of the dream

and where I was outdoors at the roadside and I spoke to him in English at first and then

later on switched to Mandarin and continued speaking to him. I think at one time the dream

almost faded and look at my palms, look at my hands again and then as I was speaking the dream

suddenly began to fade. It was a very long dream.

After the dream faded, I continued to do the dedication of merits and I'm also very grateful

and thankful to Vajrayogini for this lucid dream.

During the day when I was doing the four deity sadhana, I also added the triple om mantra for

Vajrayogini and then at night when I was in the bed and got getting up a few times awakenings,

I also did the triple om mantra for Vajrayogini, seven rounds each time. I did it twice I think.