Did Zaritski, and also later I couldn’t sleep for such a long time. So I did surrender and acceptance, and later Zaritski again, and fell asleep on my right. I found myself in a dazed state, in a dream probably. I’m happy I clapped my hands, and then I was back in bed. I rubbed my hands and managed to rub, and then I tried to rub the mattress on the right. But I remembered that my wife was on my right, so I tried to rub my bed on my left, and I managed to rub. As I tried to rub the side of the bed frame, I found I was spinning. I remembered that I had to get out of bed and leave the bed and the room as fast as possible. But as I was trying to rub the side of the bed frame, everything was spinning, and I could hear the sound of my voice in the background saying, “Everything is spinning.” I could see myself floating above the bed, spinning counterclockwise. The bed was below me, and then the dream faded.
What I should have done was just accept the fact that I was spinning and floating above. I didn’t need to step out of bed—I was already outside, I had already left the body. I should have just floated away somewhere to a distant location and tried to touch the ground. Maybe I could have willed myself to find a garden, go down to the grass, and touch it—rather than forcing myself to come back to bed and get out of bed again.
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