Friday, August 1, 2025

467-OB: Marble black NUS library

 



7:08 am

I did Zaritski method practicing all day long every time I had the chance to lie down and then tonight falling asleep I also did one round just to fall asleep as a practice. Then I got up, passed urine, at five, drink water, went to bed. I also did one round Zaritski and then intended every awakening I will perform Zaritski and I did it many many rounds every awakening Zaritski and then lying on my left I had a very very long very long out of body experience. 

I was doing Zaritski in and out many rounds and in one of it, I felt like a dazed state and I says okay since I'm in a fuzzy state let's will it to deepen and deepen and I willed myself to clap my hands and easily effortlessly the hands appeared in front and I clap and rub and then I rubbed the left hand side of the bed frame and I stood up on the floor of my bedroom, rolled over, stood up, stood up and then rubbed the curtain on the left and then I walked towards the the bookshelf in front, continued rubbing the side of the wall as I walked towards my bedroom door and I also looked at my hands, peered at it occasionally and effortlessly walked, reached the door of my bedroom.

Earlier Wai Peng already went outside to prepare breakfast for Darren and I knew both of them are outside and I opened the door and Darren was sitting at the table facing me. He looked straight at me but couldn't see me. It was so realistic that I thought maybe he might see me but he didn't see me and then Wai Peng was on the left walking in from the living room towards me and I walked towards the door of my apartment and then opened it. I was afraid Wai Ping might see me too but she didn't see me and she almost collided with me. I opened the door and left it open like that and then obviously they didn't see me. 

I'm just invisible and then I walked out of the house, went through the door and then continued to proceed to the metal gate outside and I thought I can walk through the metal gate. I said never mind and I just turned the metal gate push open without any key and it opens freely and I walked out onto the corridor of my house towards the lift and I reached the lift. There was a button, I pressed the button for the lift to come. I imagined the lift arrived and immediately the lift door opened and I stepped in and I see the metal floor. It was like very new, newer than my actual real life lift. 

I went in, the lift closed and there were no buttons but then I willed the button, the button appeared. I imagined pressing and I pressed the button and the lift went down. There was only one button and at first the lift door didn't open, keep going down and down. I imagined that it's already arrived and then the lift door opened, I stepped out and then by this time Darren was with me already. Then I stepped out, I saw outside was a granite structure. It was a dark greenish granite like a modern design and I imagined that this is NUS and I told Darren, come let me show you NUS and then we climbed up the stairs up to the top part and then there was another second flight of stairs leading up and then I willed this to be a library of NUS.

Then as I walked up the stairs it became a bit sluggish and then when I reached the top of the stairs there was the library entrance, I told Darren on the left is the food court. If you walk straight to the end you can see the food court and then there was the entrance of the library in front of us. Darren said okay let's go see the food court. I said okay why don't we see the library first. So as I was trying to walk to the library the dream faded. 

While I was in the lift earlier on my right was a mirror and I looked into the mirror and saw my face and I spoke to myself hey this is myself Paul Chin. Even though I was speaking but in the face the mirror was stationary, didn't move, the mouth was still and look my face was normal and young.


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