I did the meditation: I am just the awareness that is observing everything, and everything that I feel, experience, or think of does not matter.
It helped me to fall asleep several times, and I had a good sleep.
Before going to sleep, I also had the intention that I would have an out-of-body experience.
Then, coming out of one of the sleeps, I had the idea that maybe I should try something. I remembered that I used to imagine starting a motor to induce an out-of-body experience because of the vibration of the motor.
So I imagined that I kept kick-starting the motor. When the motor started, there was the vibration of the engine. That caused me to enter the dream state.
The vibration.
I could feel the vibration in the body, and I entered the dream state.
I think I rubbed my hands and felt a familiar feeling, and also a loud vibration. The sensation deepened by itself while I was rubbing my hands, and it continued to deepen.
I was in the house, and I could hear Adrian and Darren in the other room in front.
I did Buddhist recitations. Then I did the radiation of loving-kindness to the surroundings, and to Darren.
I hugged Darren and wished him well with loving-kindness. I also wished loving-kindness to all beings.
While doing this, I walked around the room instead of keeping still. I walked towards the back, and at one point I thought of going to the other side of the wall, where there was a bright outdoor area.
But then I turned around, I thought that I should remain in the same room, because familiarity would strengthen and maintain the lucidity.
So I just walked around the room like that, looking at the walls.
After finishing the earlier recitations, I then did the Buddhist mantra:
Om Mani Padme Hum, Om Mani Padme Hum.
I walked around while chanting it.
As I was chanting Om Mani Padme Hum and walking around the room, the dream faded.
I initially wanted to re-enter the dream because I could still feel the vibration — the vibration in my hands and in the body.
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