9.34am
Lying on my right and not focusing, just relaxing into the fuzzy feeling.
Falling asleep and waking up, dreaming, falling asleep, dreaming, waking up.
Short, short micro-sleeps several times in series.
I woke up and, still in the fuzzy feeling, I felt that familiar buzzing that you can initiate.
I can do out-of-body experience.
So I tried to rub my fingers, and I managed to rub.
Then I let it develop slowly, without rushing.
I rubbed my hands together and managed to rub, and felt the familiar rubbery feeling.
Then I rubbed my forearms, left and right.
I think I rubbed the mattress, and then I did a shortcut.
Instead of rolling over and standing on my feet, I just rolled and fell onto the floor for a bit.
And it worked. I rolled and fell onto the floor and landed on my back.
Then I used my left hand and rubbed the side of the bed frame, and I felt it.
Then I sat upright, and with my right hand I rubbed the surface of the mattress.
I felt the mattress clearly, and also the rustling sound of my hands rubbing on the mattress.
I then stood up and wanted to walk toward the main door, toward the door of my bedroom.
But the dream faded.

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