Jhana 1 - very strong piti

 Today, I sat on floor in the hall facing the balcony. A nice wind was blowing into my face and whole body. I relaxed and smiled and abided in the nice warm happy feeling in my head. After less than 5 minutes, piti started and quickly increased in intensity. Within the next 10 minutes approximately, my whole body was shaking and both my knees were flapping and slapping the floor quite violently. My breath became huff - huff - huff which was rather loud. Sounded like I was panting. My eyes were shut but I could see light - dark -light -dark which I attributed to the whole body pulsating.

I allowed the piti do to what it would without interfering in it. I just kept relaxing and smiling and abiding in the pleasant feelings - kept my attention there as best I could. The piti seems to increase and decrease like a wave. 

I just allowed it. Eventually it quietened down and I was left with just stillness. After a short while my timer sounded the 45 mins mark.

I got up.

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Fire Kasina - interesting meditation to try

 Here is an interesting website about Fire Kasina by Daniel Ingram:

https://firekasina.org/

And here is a free book which he wrote about Fire Kasina meditation:

https://firekasina.org/fire-kasina-book/

I may want to give it a try eventually.

Instructions based on Daniel's commentary on the Vimuttimagga:

https://firekasina.org/2015/04/03/commentary-on-the-vimuttimagga/

And some forum online:

https://www.dharmaoverground.org/discussion/-/message_boards/message/6760422

The Liberating Practice of the Fire Kasina - with Daniel Ingram:

https://deconstructingyourself.com/the-liberating-practice-of-the-fire-kasina-with-daniel-ingram.html

Andrew Peters YT instructions on Fire Kasina:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2h54_Tcl9w

Nice.

Jhana 1 experience - sat 1 hour cross legged on bed.

 Today I experienced the 1st Jhana very strongly and consistently. I sat to meditate at 12 noon and at 12.30, I felt piti (rapture). It started with just a little shaking in the head and a joyful feeling. I abided in the sukha (pleasant feeling) and relaxed and smile more and the piti aimplified and became stronger and spread throughout the body. The whole body was shaking slightly. I continued to smile and relax and let this continue for another 30 minutes. At 1.00 pm, I smiled and relax more and the piti went away. At this point, I stopped meditation and got up to walk. From the moment the piti and sukha arose, my mind was concentrated on the pleasant feeling and I was able to easily sit for 1 hour. Without the piti and sukha (which is also known as the 1st Jhana), I could hardly sit for 30 mins.

The technique to enter the first Jhana is a combination of TWIM and Leigh Brasington's Right Concentration technique.

My technique:

Sit cross legged with a propped up cushion, with back and head straight. Open the window to let fresh air circulate. Put a small fan in front blow up at you. All this to make sure I am really comfortable. Jhana meditation is a pleasure meditation. But the pleasure is wholesome pleasure - as described by the Buddha and also encouraged by the Buddha. Pleasure leads to rapture, then happiness, then equanimity. Once you have equanimity you can direct it to insight meditation, eg, observing annica, dukkha and anatta in all things as well as dependent origination.

Then relax whole body and mind. Do not rush, take your time let it happen naturally. When you relax, there is a tendency to smile, just let the smile come and try to keep the smile and relax going for as long as you can. It is a letting go process, not a pushing/controlling process. Need to be very gentle and let it take its time. As you relax and smile, be faintly aware that you are breathing. No need to specifically focus on the breathing. The awareness of the breathing can be in the background. In the foreground would be your warm and pleasant feeling of the relaxation and smile. Occasionally, thoughts of joy might come from some memory, let it add to your existing pleasant feeling and let it increase. If you are being distracted by those thoughts, just gently relax and smile and come back to the pleasant feeling. Do not suppress anything - do not use force. It has to be a relaxed mild effort. Leigh Brasington calls it relaxed diligence. 

If you continue like this. After a while you will feel the piti arise as a slight shaking or vibration somewhere in the body. 

Continue to relax and smile and abide in the pleasant feeling (sukha) - not the piti. Just let the piti be there, do not try to do anything with it. Just abide in the sukha that the relaxation and smiling brings up. That is all you need to do.

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The Greatest Secret

 Read the book The Greatest Secret by Rhonda Byrne. Great book. Finally realized that I am the awareness - after all these years. Thanks Rhonda.  Another great book The Heart of Awareness - A Translation of the Ashtavakra Gita by Thomas Byrom also speaks of the same thing.

After finishing Rhonda's book, I finally realized also what the Ashtavakra Gita as trying to say. Although I had read the Ashtavakra Gita more than 10 years ago - nothing could be understood then. Only now, after realizing my true Self am is there clear seeing. The Greatest Secret and The Heart of Awareness books are 2 of the books that has worked for me.

Eye Patch Therapy

https://nzhypnotherapy.co.nz/carolines-articles/eye-patching/

https://nzhypnotherapy.co.nz/self-help/

https://www.eptherapy.co.uk/


Bought Acu-Life Eye Patch for RM11 from Georgetown Pharmacy at Summerton.
Started eye-patch with 10 mins on right and 10 mins on left.

After so many years, what is the most important question?

After so many years, I am now 56 and what realizations have I attained? Or, more importantly, have understood myself or what am I.  I see now that throughout my life, I have often asked this question: "Why am I me and not someone else?" "Why am I in this body looking out through these specific eye-sockets instead of through someone else's?"

I realize now that this is the only question which I should pursue. Nothing else matters. What makes me special that I have to experience this world through this body, these eye-sockets. Reason tells me that everyone else is also experiencing the very same thing - and like me, have most of the time forgotten to ask these questions. I suspect that the majority of people have never realized this and have never asked these questions. That is why, when I google for it , I get nothing. All the answers given, totally miss the point. The people answering these questions obviously has no self-awareness. They are still very 'external'.

Many times throughout my life, I recall, that on several occassions, just before waking up in the morning, there was no sense of  self, or, I, just pure awareness. The feeling was a kind of a lost feeling, not knowing where I am or who I am.  Then, gradually as I wake up, the life-story and memories come rushing back and I am again trapped in a body with a life history.

Acupunture Pen

Lin Housheng Therapy Pen Device:
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How to use:

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