484-LD: Breakfast with Annie, Adrian and Darren

 

3.20 am

Lying on my right, I felt a familiar morning-phase state and tried to grab and rub my hands.
I managed to do so and felt the rubbery sensation of my palms together, rubbing and rubbing. I then felt myself lifted up, flying straight into the sky. As I flew upward,
I looked at my hands, peering at them, trying to make the world become clearer and more solid.

It was all black at first as I ascended. Gradually, as my skin turned brown and I could see it clearly, the world around me also became bright with light and color.
I found myself now in a house. There was a kitchen, I think, and a table there.
My wife, Annie, and our two sons, Adrian and Darren, were present. They were young and small.  Annie was preparing breakfast for them. They were talking and speaking, and they were happy.

I went over and interacted with them, touching them, but they couldn’t see me.
It was as if I were invisible to them. I also touched the objects there and could feel them clearly. Then the dream faded.

483-OB: Standing up fail

1.54 am

Lying facing up, I tried to tap and rub my hands and managed to do it and felt the familiar rubbery feeling of my dream palms clapping and rubbing together. I then rolled to the left and touched the side of the bed frame and imagined myself with my legs rolling over as well, step on the floor and stand up but it didn't work out. I wasn't able to stand up.

 

482-LD: Flying above the hill

 

5.48 am:

I was in the hill somewhere and realized that I am dreaming and became lucid, and tried to clap and rub my hands; I could feel my palms and the rubbing of my hands clearly. I think I flew up and around the hill. I also then had a false awakening and did a recording of the dream using the Sony recorder. In the second dream, I also had an almost similar type of dream. I remember flying around somewhere, looking down and knowing that I am dreaming.

481-OB: Flying backwards touching floor and wall

9.04 am:

I did the just-feel-it technique all night. Lying on my left, I felt the lack-of-sleep, early-morning phase state and thought, “Let's try the exit technique,” and willed it to deepen and to feel my hands. It worked. I saw the outline of my left forearm and hand. I managed to rub my palms together and touch my forearms as well. I tried to touch the bed frame on the left and to step onto the floor, but I could not; instead I flew backwards, lifted up into the sky. I had managed to feel the side of the bed frame before I flew up, and I could feel myself being lifted upwards into the sky. There were background voices and other ethereal sounds, and I was floating around like that. I knew that everything was not real — it was just a projection of my mind. It was daylight; there were no clear visible objects, but it was daytime. Then I found myself looking downwards and trying to reach the road — black tar — wanting to rub my hands on it, but I let it be natural. I was flying backwards and hearing sounds, a little like traffic. I managed to go down, touch the ground, and rub it with both hands. Then I was in a corridor, flying backwards and touching the cement/marble floor with both hands. As I flew backwards I rubbed my hands very clearly. The wall was on the right: white and a bit rough. I also used my right hand to touch the right wall as I flew backwards, and the dream faded.

 

480-LD: Altar on kitchen floor

 

9.16 am

I did the just-feel-it technique all day and all night. Lying on my right, I dreamed I was in a house. In the room in front of me, there was Margery Lim. She was sitting at a table, and I was standing outside the room.
Then I realized that she had already passed away. At that moment, I became lucid, knowing that this was a dream. It felt so ordinary—I was a bit surprised that the dream felt so real.

I clapped my hands and rubbed them, feeling the sensation of the rubbing motion. I then tried to touch the floor and rub it to increase lucidity, but instead, I felt the real bed in my room. I eased up and rubbed my hands again and felt the rubbery feelings of palms together. This happened about two or three times. I also rubbed my thumbs. Finally, I managed to stabilize the dream, go to the floor, and rub it.

This time, I could feel both my hands on the floor, rubbing it, and the room materialized even more clearly. I was in an old kitchen, and there were some pebbles on the floor. I picked one up, threw it, and then noticed a white vase. I pushed it, and it fell to the floor.

I was sitting on the floor. On my right was a Chinese altar with a bowl of offerings in front of it. I reached out my hand, pointed at it, and said loudly, “This is so real—like a dream, like the real world.”

I turned to the left, picked up another pebble, and felt it in my hand. I said, “This is how real a dream can be—how real a lucid dream can feel, like I’m actually here.”

On the left, there was an opening to another part of the house. It was dark. I looked around, left and right, always trying to clap my hands and rub them to maintain lucidity. Eventually, the dream faded.

479-LD: Unable to escape the game at office

 

9:03 am

I did just-feel-it all night long, lying on my right side.
I dreamt I was working in Gan Teik Chee’s legal firm.
I was in the central part of the Old Raja Uda house, where my office was supposed to be. I had been playing games on my PC, and then I realized that staff from the legal firm might notice if they were to walk past behind me.

So I wanted to shut down the PC. I tried some keys on the keyboard, but nothing seemed to work. I then tried pressing the escape key, but that didn’t work either.

Then I realized this could be a dream.
I became lucid, rubbed my hands together again and again, and they felt rubbery.

I wanted to continue with the rest of the dream, but then the dream faded.

478-OB: Door without a knob

 

7.49 am

I've been practicing just-feel-it all day and all night. Lying on my right, I had a dream.
I was walking in a room, and I could use my hands to levitate an apple and a ball. Then I came
out of the dream, and I was now also having a hazy kind of feeling. I
used my chi, or inner energy, to breathe in and breathe out, trying to use that to push
my dream body out of the physical. I think I managed to do it, and I was feeling the phase state.
I willed myself to clap and rub my hands, and I managed to feel my hands
and rub them. Then I was in bed. I turned to my right and felt the side of my bed frame.
I managed to feel it, then I rolled over and stepped on the floor. I stood up.
I was in my bedroom and walked to the door. I could see the door—it was dark, but I could still see it.
I felt the door with my hands and looked for the doorknob to try to open it.
There was none, but I managed to use my fingernails to pry the edges of the door and pull it open.
I walked into my living room of my N-Park house. It was dark, and as I walked, I looked at the
back of my right hand. As soon as I could see the skin color turning brown,
the background of the living room also became lighted, and there was color as well.
I could see the background of the living room beyond my right hand.
My room furniture was there as well—I think there was a piano in the background.
I turned around to face the front part of the living room. It was dark,
and I wanted to peer at my hand again to bring the light and color,
but the dream faded.